the 65 days without you..

today..
i get your msg..
u said sorry to me again..

n u bring me a bad news..
(maybe i t should be a good news for u..)

u told me..
u ll getting married next month..

my heart is broken into pieces when i get your msg..
i couldn't accept.. !!!
u ll marry with another girl..
only within 2 months.. !!!
after u left me...

n i just wonder..
who m i?
did i mean anything to u in last 2 years???

now the time came in..
to accept both of us were not meant to each other ...
to end up dreaming being with u eventhough it hurt inside...

do u know..

i didn't want to let u go..
i didn't want our love to end..
i didn't want u to find someone new..

because i knew in my heart it would be too hurt to mend..

my last memory of u was blurred with tears..
not because i m hurt...
but because i had to let u go..
eventhough i love u so much...

It is the time for me to let u go..
It is the time i start my new life..

Letting go ,isn't giving up..
it's accepting that somethings aren't meant to be...

i m sorry if i wasn't be a good gf of yours..
i m sorry if i cant be like what u wanted me to be...
i m sorry if i couldn't be your perfect girl..
i m sorry for not being there when u need me...
i m sorry if u cant feel my love for u...

do u know..
i 've tried n did my best to make our relationship works..
but i always fail ..
i don't think i ll be the same after this ,
but i know u ll be happy...
i loved u with all my heart ,
but how could u play me for a fool..??????????

honey, i trusted u..
why...
why did u do that...?????????
but now i 'm leaving..
and i m not turning back..
it's time for me to say goodbye to u..
to move on..
to stand straight...
and step forward.........

thanks for everythings..

thank you for all the memories we've share...