the 88th day without you...

It has been 88 days the girl live without the boy...
She dunno how did she go through it...
go through the day without him...
She pretend that she is happy...
she pretend that she is tough...
she pretend that she is strong enuff...

but...
In her heart...
there is someone still in her heart....

She love him...
even though she knew he not suit to her...
but once she fall in love with him...
she h tried to be a good gf of him...
she h tried to be his perfect girl...
she h tried to improve herself as he want...

the girl,
She is a bit lazy,
She dun like to tidy her room,
but she is willing to help him to tidy his room...
she felt happy when his room is clean...

the girl,
She dun like to wash clothes,
She dun like to iron her own shirts,
but she is willing to wash his clothes n iron his clothes...

the girl,
she hate to wait...
but she like to waiting for him come back from work...
she is willing to stay in the house just to wait for him...
she is happy while waiting for him...

the girl,
she just wish to be his good gf...
she just wish to be his good wife...
she just want to be his good partner...

the girl,
always dreaming bout their future...

the girl,
always dreaming the time he give her a romantic proposal...

the girl,
always fancy bout their future...

the girl,
always fancy bout their future baby...

the girl,
always fancy the momment he turn into daddy n she turn into mummy...

the girl,
always fancy the momment he hold her hand and say "yes , i do..."

the girl,
she d tried her best....

eventually...
he told her...
he is going to marry "her"...
but "her" not the girls...

The girl's heart is broken...
She dunno how to stop her tear...
What can she do is just let him go..........

Letting him go with a broken heart...........

can he teach her a way to cure to fixing a broken heart.................................???

the girl...
was crying while writing this.....